May 12

May 12

Good Morning Diane ! I’m up , got my coffee and ready to kick some butt with Adam today . im going to message him in a minute.

Commander Riker reporting to captain Kirk for duty . Over 

I want you guys to know that I’m the furthest thing from lazy or slow. And I truly do put my heart into the work I’m doing here.  I don’t even consider it “work”  I consider it a privilege.  I love you guys . You all together saved a life . You don’t all know just how dark my life was . it was bad . very bad. and I didn’t notice how bad until the end . Now I’m healing and having to relearn how my own body Naturally works . So I’m trying to relearn everything kinda. it’s a process . I’m trying tho very hard . I should only get better with time.  I’m quitting smoking . I can’t stand smoking. So I bought some vapes . No more stinking cigarette smoke in my  clothes and stuff.  Just know that all of my intentions are true. I’m not good at pretending. And thank  you for sitting me down and explaining everything so clearly . That really helps me a lot .

(copied from a text from Ben, minimal to no editing)

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